Diary Some people just have no idea who listens to them. I’ve been hearing and listening like no tomorrow and the woman behind me is having a great conversation.

Finally, Donny came out for a smoke and we changed our information. And finally we’ll have it together. The woman is a complete sweetheart and happens to be diabetic. Mother leaves on the 10th of June. Today is the 6th, hopefully I can get home before my own mother leaves. So I can give her a proper goodbye. Thanks to the doctor that didn’t happen.

I found a guy named Travjs and so far he’s been really perfect with me. Happily glad to say I am almost done my scrapbook. But there are new things to say everyday. Sometimes you just need to close your eyes and listen to the good part of life. The glass should always be half full. Forever half

Matt Lohnes, my boyfriend gets back from adventure camp on the 23rd of September. They let me do what I need to here such as play the piano, play my music and so forth. But we’re all diagnosed with the same thing.

I’m bored and tired and I want the nurses to get here right now. The nurses make you wait until you get really anxious and upset about not being taken care of. I put finding nemo on for the people and I’m making things better. Right now I’m just waiting on a wellness therapy group to start.

I want to go home now. So I can finally work on myself as an individual rather than other people. But I have to wait until my brother comes.

Security gaurd tried to get me into trouble but they didn’t realise that the doctors and the nurses and the staff are all on my side. All they did was make me has worse stress and anxiety that I shouldn’t have had to deal with.

Today will be a good day so long as the day is goody to me. I don’t need to w harvest nut I do love the world. Travis and Chris are awesome so far. Words are forever.

Hopefully this all goes well. It just gets better. I love the tree of life and I can’t wait until it comes out in theatres. Rather than one day at a time I take one second at a time. It’s easier, it makes you worry less.

I want to tell you. I was a swan. I believe in them. Forever.